Pockets of realizations
When she was 20, she had already felt the ecstasy of love and liberation through the ashram. To her, those moments felt like she was floating on some cloud that was carrying her beneath her bare feet.
This did remind her of those times.
It was hard to believe - perhaps, maybe.
But for a long time, hadn’t she wished to feel it?
Now she finally was, after a decade of searching,
experiencing
and learning.
She had been physically brought back to where it felt like she was a whole, like those brief moments from when she was 20. Passion, love and ecstasy was filling up inside of her. She felt so much love for herself that she hadn’t experienced before.
It was all connected.
She felt a sense of awe, but it wasn’t anything grand or extraordinary. It was like that because every moment to her felt like an awe.